July 2020
Who would think introspection could hurt?
Phil realized his problem. His career was the life of the mind, but he was stuck living in *his* mind.
Eli confessed his
Eli confessed his suicidal ideations. “Don’t talk like that. I need you to live.” “Do you want to be in my life?” “…no.” “Oh.” #vss
Endings, Evaluated
Hanging/Suffocation Pros: Few materials necessary Cons: Requires expert knot-tying skills and are hard to test Gunshot Pros: Quick, easy Cons: Messy, if it goes wrong, your life will be really terrible, requires gun Carbon Monoxide Pros: Can park anywhere, be found by anyone Cons: If it goes wrong, you could have permanent brain damage Cutting…
Anxious Attachment
“I’m sorry I vindicated all of your fears,” I said. “I was afraid you’d say that,” she replied.

Ironically, he didn't see it coming.